We want Swiftness but God gives Them time to Repent....

"The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance." 2 Peter 3:9

Good Morning,

Hoping all's well with you Amen!! I want to share one of the biggest lessons I've learnt as a Christian experiencing gang-stalking in the hope it'll bless you too..

The disbelief. The asking why!! The tears. The how can they do this? The fear then anger. The coming to the end of yourself. The God becoming Bigger Amen!! Like you, it doesn't matter where I'm at in this temporary gang-stalking terror storm journey -I've prayed and prayed and fasted -seeking God for HELP and answers!! 

I've tried with my family!! Some are worried, some don't believe or just can't get their heads around it!! And with regards to my nearest and dearest, the few I'm blessed to talk to daily (I keep them close and thank God for their lives. And I don't take them for granted -ever Amen) -well I find myself trying to protect them from this shocking crime!!! 

I've been to the police -but I'll leave it there!! I've been to the A&E with various ailments -even had the doctors say they know I'm not mad -not that I need their validation but you know how it goes!!  But mostly, there's been a real drive by forces unseen to mobilize the worst of humanity to try to 'kill, steal and destroy me but God Amen!!! 

The shock of having random strangers following you -not knowing their intensions or if they're well or not (read between the lines) -is not a joke!! So having failed to poison me (its only by God's grace Amen) -or intimidate me, they've started a campaign to discredit me and to paint me as some sort of crazy woman or criminal and the crime you ask, -I don't know, I wish someone would tell me!! And maybe that's what this is all about -the not knowing.. 

Then there's the dark, dark and murky real horrors that's taking place in some of our homes. I've run. I've sort solace and suffered real heartache as I've found in this chapter -only God understands. I'm blessed to have a handful (in my family) who are trying for me --but like most of you I'm physically alone and for some gang-stalkers/neighbours ---that's all the proof they need to see me as mad or bad or whatever (can you imagine)!!! But God Amen!! 

The pain of being hit by some sci-fi laser device -something you can't really describe because you haven't seen it. The horror of having criminally insane people trying to damage your body with chemicals, lasers and having to deal with thoughts of ***** with regards to how you walk or if you'll be disabled by it. But God Amen!! I thank God that He is in CONTROL Amen. "By His stripes we are healed Amen!! I believe..  

So What did I learn? One, I learnt that I might want God to deal swiftly with this temporary terrorist cell I find myself in. Two, that I might want God to deal with the neighbours right here, right now. Three, that I might want to wake up with this nightmarish temporary storm far, far behind me and you -celebrating justice gained for all affected by this evil. Four, that you and I are healed body, mind and soul and delivered from all the traumas this chapter brings...  

But our God. God the Father, God the Son (Our Lord Jesus Christ), and God the Holy Spirit. The Blessed Trinity. The Alpha and The Omega. The Maker of Heaven and Earth. The Same God who made the world from nothing. The same God who created our inmost being and knitted us together in our mother’s womb. The same God who parted the red sea, The very same God who raised Lazarus from the grave and walked on water -let me know His ways are not my way Amen!! I learnt our Father in Heaven's ways are much higher than ours..

“For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways,” declares the Lord." Isaiah 55:8-9

I learnt our God is Holy Holy Holy Amen. I learnt He doesn't play with those 'made in his image' Amen. I learnt I might want all gang-stalkers, and the neighbors and this wicked thingy dealt with swiftly -but He gives them time to REPENT Amen!! I learnt very quickly that our Saviour Christ Lord Jesus didn't die in vain on the cross. Also, He doesn't want to lose not one of us and that was the whole aim of His death.  And its not to be taken lightly or played with (merciful good God).

"And this is the will of him who sent me, that I shall lose none of all those he has given me, but raise them up at the last day." John 6:39

I learnt that our God is FATHER Amen!! I learnt He's jealous over us, and while I'm struggling with patience he is longsuffering -merciful Holy God. He is the Creator and He's not ignorant of satan's devices. He knows very well that the devil is the accuser of the brethren, prowling around seeking those he can devour -so he can drag them to hell. But God Amen!! 

"Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour." 1 Peter 5:8

He also let me know His hand is not short. That He's grace is sufficient for me and He'll never leave nor forsake me and will protect me right where I am -and I believe Amen!! 

"But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me." 2 Corinthians 12:9

"Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.” Hebrews 13:5

Then the Blood of our Lord and Saviour Christ Jesus became my portion Amen. I wash myself, my family, you and your family in His Blood Amen. I wash our homes in His Blood Amen. I wash the doors, the windows, the walls, the ceiling, the loft, the floor, the front and the back gardens and the communal hallways in His blood In Christ Lord Jesus Mighty Name Amen. 

I plead the Blood Of Lord Jesus over our going out and coming in Amen. I plead the Blood of Jesus over our sitting down and our  standing up Amen. Over our laying down and our awaking Amen. I sanctify our eating and our drinking in the Blood of the Lamb Amen. God send His angels before US and fortify Us until the end Amen. 

The Blood of Jesus protect Us from every attack, plot and plan Amen. I uproot and dismantle and scatter every alter that speaks against us, our families, our destiny and  purpose In Christ Lord Jesus mighty Name Amen. 

I bind all monitoring spirits sent to gather information about Us, our families, our destiny and  purpose In Christ Lord Jesus mighty Name Amen. Lord You said whatever we bind on earth shall be bound in heaven, and whatever we loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven. Lord I plead this prayer in your Blood and place it in the palms of your hand -knowing that nothing can snatch it from there. And decree and declare that it will not come back void In Christ Lord Jesus Mighty Name Amen.. I decree and declare that:

"No weapon forged against you will prevail, and you will refute every tongue that accuses you. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and this is their vindication from me,” declares the LORD."Isaiah 54:17 

And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death. Revelation 12:11

I believe God is good, gracious and merciful -and while its not easy I believe the end is near Amen!! I get that they're trying to paint Us as something we're not -but is part of the problem that many still care what people think about them? When I used to care -it used to make me physically sick!! And now? Well its not that I don't care about my reputation -only I've been through too much (goodness I'm tearing up), and what strangers think of me is now non of my business. I've learnt the hard way that only what God says about me -matters. And to remember to love myself enough to believe it -so I can be a decent person In Christ Lord Jesus Mighty Name Amen!!!! 

"Opponents must be gently instructed, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth." 2 Timothy 2:25

"But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you." Matthew 5:44

We're also to go-up-higher and pray for those who persecute us -and this isn't easy. I'm not going to write just to write, its not easy to do. I forgive always but sometimes I feel like I've taken it back -then I remember its OK if I have to forgive everyday because everyday in my home I'm presented with something different. 

Honestly if you're being gang-stalked and you still believe in humanity -it will break your heart. Every time I think surly it can't get any worse and that the neighbours won't cross certain lines -they do and its incredible!! But God Amen!!! Our God gives them time to repent and gives Us the grace and strength to overcome Amen. How long this goes on for -is none of our business Amen, but I  know the end to this evil chapter will come SUDDENLY. And in the mean-time we keep our eyes firmly fixed on Lord Jesus -holding on to his unchanging hands Amen!!

"Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God." Hebrews 12:2 

God Bless and keep you -always...