Catching Up Part Two: The Set Up and How I'm Starting to see what the End of Gang Stalking will Look Like....

July 3rd 

"We need to forgive. But forgiving goes against all the stuff your old nature wants to see happen. Everything within you screams, "Get back....get even!" As logical as that seems, however, those are the very sounds of misery that fill the torture chamber of an unforgiving heart. We are most like beasts when we kill. We are most like men when we judge. We are most like God when we forgive." 

'Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy.' 

Matthew 5:7

Bible reading: Matthew 18:21-35  

From: Five meaningful minutes a day by Charles Swindoll

"Like a fluttering sparrow or a darting swallow, an undeserved curse does not come to rest"  Proverbs 26:2  

Hello All, 

I pray I find you well, prospering and overcoming every trial that comes your way in Christ Lord Jesus' Mighty Name Amen!! Me? I'm good thanks -just getting my place together as dynamics are about to change and I'm believing God to get me and mine through the next chapter of our lives Amen!!! 

You know...... like all you mothers/parents -there's a lot I can take but when it comes to my family its a totally different story -thus I humbly ask you for prayers as I navigate this upcoming change -knowing that a precious one is going to be in a space that isn't healthy or as I'd want it!!! But I'm believing God to protect me and mine's mind, body and soul, life and purpose etc in Christ Lord Jesus' Mighty Name Amen!!! 

I have for the past month known that my home life was going to change!! You know, on one hand I've been so happy but on the other hand -its been so painful and traumatic!! I've not only had to fight for 'my joy' but the devil came home to roast -making me feel 'short' with regards to where I am in my life!!! Trying to make me feel like ---I've no options for my precious one with regards to accommodation, and that I'm a bad parent but God Amen!! I decree and declare that my God is in control; that this isn't the end -and there will be a 'Suddenly' soon in Christ Lord Jesus' Mighty Name Amen!! 

...So this is the second part of my catch up -but before I proceed, I feel I need to pivot and share that about two and a half years ago I had a prophetic dream --shown to me in three parts. While I don't feel led to share the first or last part -the middle part where I was set up has now been played out before me thus.....making it less shocking than it could've been praise God!!! 

I'll pivot again and share that --just before loosing my job in September last year, a former work college, a person I'd worked with four years earlier -came into my work place and it honestly felt like she had come in to show me to the person she walked in with!!! Fast forward to March this year and she was NOW training to be a receptionist at my Doctor's -for those in the Spirit read between the lines!!! 

I'll pivot again ---and fast forward to the beginning of June -last month and say that I received a call from my housing officer at 18:18pm after office hours saying she wanted to catch-up about my rent etc. I'd sent her an email about my rent so it wasn't a surprise but she randomly finished the conversation by asking for my doctors details --and it felt off!!!

As she asked for my doctors details -it dropped in my spirit not to say the word doctor --please read between the lines!!!  So I told her I was in the middle of sometime and would email her later etc... I also felt led to email her to confirm everything we discussed and sent it -cc-ing three members of my family Amen!!! Three days later I received a strange call from a lady from Barnet Adult Services!!! 

Apparently my housing officer had referred me to Barnet Adult Services -stating I might need some help etc!! Please note, I respect and believe in our public services -so I don't like them being played with/abused -thus I was shocked!!! What on earth was going on? What services did she think I need etc etc etc!!! 

The lady was lovely but I explained I hadn't asked for any help and truly didn't know what was going on!! She explained they help with disability, making adaptations to homes and other support etc etc!! 

I thanked her -and made known that I didn't need any help. I also explained that I was shocked as the only thing I'd discussed with my housing officer was --1) toxic chemicals found in my fridge (there was an attempt to poison me and mine. We both vomited. I then had some serious side-effects etc) five months earlier!!  -And as my housing officer did nothing about the poisoning or the chemicals in my flat -I left it. 

I told her how some months later my housing officer and two other members of staff had come to mine and a neighbour's flat to check. The neighbours covered up everything -read between the lines!!! Anyway, as I'm now grappling with rent arrears (I don't like debt at all) --I emailed my housing officer at the beginning of June last month -and this is all the dialogue we were engaged in!!! 

Also, I explained that I'd never at any time asked for help (for all in the spirit I'm sure you can see what's going on -no?) Please note, I'm not saying my housing officer's involved with anything nefarious -only that the stalkers have access to all my emails and so forth (via hacking)!! Thus,....I asked the lovely lady from Barnet Adult Services to email me and to confirm all we discussed!!! 

So... after the lady at Barnet Adult Services graciously sent the email I'd asked for --I forwarded it to my housing officer (cc-ing several members of my family) ---asking her for the reason she'd referred me to Barnet Adult Services!!! -And as of today, I've still not received a reply!!! 

"Surely the Sovereign Lord does nothing without revealing his plan to his servants the prophets."Amos 3:7 

Now for the dream which unfolded before me!! So a couple of weeks ago at around  3:30pm as I was  getting out of the shower I heard my door bell buzzing!! Then my neighbours' doors started ringing and buzzing -and as l looked through the peep-hole, I spied three men in uniform who then asked for ME by my first name. 

I explained from behind my front door that I was just out of the shower and needed a little time to put something on. They waited and I rushed and dressed then opened my front door to be greeted by all three men from the ambulance service!!!  

As you can imagine I was shocked as I hadn't called for an ambulance. I asked what was going on and one of the men -I'm going to call Tony told me they had received a call from my home address saying, 'I was confused, that I was hallucinating and seeing lights.' 

Beyond shocked....I asked them to hold on so I could call a family member so they can listen and record the conversation. They complied and two of the men then left as they could clearly see I was fine, fully compus mentus and had not called them!! 

The gentleman Tony who stayed behind continued to explain why they came!!  Thankfully Tony could 1) clearly see I didn't need any help and hadn't call them - and 2) I asked him to find out who had made the call as it was a serious abuse/waste of public resources and worse -who was behind it and why!!!

The ambulance driver Tony left to get more information -and I rang members of my family to tell them what was happening and they were stunned!! You can imagine their concern and all the why's!!.  

After some time Tony came back and said the call was made by a Nicola!! Tony went on to explain that said person was part of The London Borough Barnet Mental Health Crisis Team and had seen me hallucinating, lacking capacity and was in the throes of a paranoid psychosis episode??? Nicola apparently said I was seeing things. 

Tony at this stage also wanted more information as I explained ---1)I don't know a Nicola. That I'd never met her or ever had any dealings with The London Borough Barnet Mental Health Crisis Team, --2)I hadn't left my home or seen anyone at all that day and --3)why would they do that and waste public resources!! --4)Why would they waste the ambulancemen's time? What if someone seriously needed an ambulance!! 

He left me again and went back to the ambulance to gather more information. He came back some time later and said he had received a call from a R*hul and that Nicola had seen me hallucinating, lacking capacity and was in the throes of a paranoid psychosis episode as aforementioned and that we could could call 08** 5* 0**3. 

Tony finally left my property at around 5:15pm. He wasn't able to tell me when Nicola had met me in person or anything else for that matter but why the lies? There's a bit more but I'll leave it there -plus some information's not for public consumption but can you believe it? I've emailed Barnet Adult Services and asked for more info and an explanation!! 

So they wanted me sectioned and would probably have had me killed -but God Amen!!! I've known for some time through all I'm overcoming in this temporary gang-stalking/terrorism storm that their desired end goal for me was --death or homelessness or a mental institution but they've now shown their hand -no? 

While they were satanically covert and hidden -they could try and make me look crazy --but exhausted, demon possessed and weary, unhinged and desperate -they've now involved a third party -and CCTV, phone calls and recordings means that this blatant lie can be traced -no? 

Even those who don't/didn't believe or can't get their heads around what I'm going through are now surprised by some random person calling an ambulance to take me away because of some fake diagnoses or agenda -Selah!!! 

Also, the time wasting and abuse of public resources is disgusting -as our beloved NHS is struggling -no?? But worse still, -I wonder how many people have been set-up in this way and lost their lives!!! How many people have had mental illness weaponised against them -and lost their lives!! I asked this because I known of one beautiful lady -a friend of a family member who went through this and lost her life years ago, and I do believe her family will get justice one day soon Amen!!!

Anyway, I've received one reply -and I'm waiting for another -then I want a thorough investigation  -so I'm believing God Amen!!! I'll leave it here and do a part three next!! In the meant-time I pray God's protection, provisions and healing in your life in Christ Lord Jesus' Mighty Name Amen.