The Subtle Idol of Believing God Owes us Something.....
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
On the 3rd April 2025, I uploaded my first piece on this blog titled, 'Starting That Gang-Stalking Conversation And Looking For Solutions -Starting That Gang-Stalking Conversation And Looking For Solutions........ and what I wanted then -I still want now!! And that's for this evil evil gang-stalking, in-home terrorism, sleeper cell programme or whatever it is to END right now IN CHRIST LORD JESUS' MIGHTY NAME AMEN!!!
I had no idea I was in for one of the many rides of my life but here we are ----soo much closer to the ENDING of this evil evil satanic programme!! To the ENDING of what many of US now know is a new type of warfare on British soil [and beyond].
From the US government purchasing "A Weapon/Device Linked To The Havana Syndrome -Psalm 40, Perpetrators Are Now Hitting Pets With High-Power Microwave (HPM) Weapons....And The US Government Purchased A Weapon/Device Linked to The Havana Syndrome... -to the discovery that many affected by this gang-stalking [I know its not the right name/word/term for this heinous crime) -are now buying and using EMF meters (its all over YouTube -satan knows his time is short) to record what they can to help prove the kinetic goings-on as it pertains to this evil evil wicked programme. And with more evidence coming out --and more people sharing their stories and so much more!! I'm more encouraged now -more than ever of God's goodness and that God is in control with regards to this satanic programme Amen!!!
The escalation continues but....and its a BIG BUT; because of God's goodness -the attacks have lost their sting Amen!!! I've learnt that this episode/chapter of my life has been about satan's fight for my soul and my faith in GOD'S POWER!! Because ----many of us believe in GOD but not soo much in HIS POWER. And I'm also speaking to myself.
"Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away." 2 Timothy 3:5
"Believing in God while not fully recognizing His power can be a complex experience. 2 Timothy 3:5 warns against those who hold to a form of godliness but deny the power of God, suggesting that such individuals may appear religious but lack genuine faith. This reflects a common struggle many face, where belief in God's existence is acknowledged, but the understanding of His power and ability to act is often lacking.
Ultimately, belief in God is essential for faith and hope, and recognizing His power is crucial for a deeper relationship with Him. As believers, we can find strength in the assurance of God's existence and the guidance He provides, even when we may not fully grasp His power." Copilot
2 Timothy 3:5 --its a tough one isn't it?? You know you love God with a capital L. You know you believe in God with a capital B. And you know of His POWER but circumstances and delays and a sick heart means -its sometimes not easy to see or believe that what you're praying for will ever come-to-pass!! -But you also NEVER want it to look/feel like you're denying GOD'S POWER [if you know what I mean]... But God is good -and WE remember past breakthroughs and ANSWERED PRAYERS Amen!!!
And what of certain things we're believing God for??? What of that subtle...... not so subconscious thingy of believing GOD OWES us something?? You know..... those things that may or not be part of HIS WILL for us. And that hope-deferred heartache thingy we sometimes struggled with..... We need to be so very careful to not let the devil in!! We need to continually check ourselves Amen!!
"Hope deferred maketh the heart sick: but when the desire cometh, it is a tree of life." Proverbs 13:12
So the following was written last year and as I've mentioned before, -every time I go to upload anything on this blog --all hell breaks lose!! Right now its 14:03 on Saturday 14/03/2026 and the transmitters [yes that's what I'm calling my neighbours now -Epstein File EFTA00080475: RF Transmitters, CNS Interference, and What the Document Says] -are aiming their microwave weapons at my ears and its not easy BUT GOD AMEN!!!! You know.... I've had to fill my ears with tissue paper or cotton wool for the past so many days --and every time they hit ---maybe a mirror or whatever in my home -the way they jump up and down!!! And when this happens --I think they truly believe we're in some sort of war or battle or something. Its all so frantic, frenetic and unhinged!!!
These transmitter neighbours [many are children] have serious war grade directed energy weapons DEWs in-hand --directed at me!!! I'm unarmed -and they think I should passively sit down and take whatever they're dishing out and aiming at me without recourse!! And when they get hit back or get a taste of their 'own medicine' or hit metal or a mirror or whatever in my home -they lose their minds!! I need someone to help make-this-make-sense to me!!!
I, and I'm sure you know what I mean ----didn't sign up for this!! I'm just a child of God trying to make this life; what I've been given -beautiful for God's glory Amen!! I'm not perfect and have yet to meet anyone who is -but here we are. I pray always for wisdom and for the right attitude to navigate this episode/space-in-time Amen. And the REST ---I GIVE TO GOD and LAY IT AT THE FOOT OF THE CROSS Amen!!! And so the following is from last year and believe its for this hour!! I pray it blesses you.....
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Hello All,
I know its been a while but how are you? I pray I find you well, rested and content in the knowledge that 'He who began a good work in you' is faithful and will complete it Amen. No one is perfect, and no one has all the answers -so we must be patient with ourselves and believe in God's perfect timing Amen.
"Being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus." Philippians 1:6
You know.... I've been reflecting a lot lately. There's something about going through one trial after another -where you can start to internalize it all if you're not careful. From this evil evil satanic gang-stalking programme to job hunting. From ongoing sabotage and struggles [you can't talk about] to financial hardships. From certain 'trying' family dynamics to a deep deep pining for change.... Its so easy to be disappointed [with yourself ] and that's what the devil, his demons and children want -no?
The devil and his demons are out there trying to block every good thing in your life!! And on paper -it looks like he is succeeding BUT GOD AMEN!!! So you think....let me navigate this differently. You pray for more wisdom, and think let me be smart here!! You think let me change things up and get creative. Let me change my strategy and so forth and so forth -to no avail. So you get frustrated and upset -no?
And so we must press in and remember God's faithfulness Amen. Remember all the times our Lord and Saviour stepped in and saved the day. Remember past miracles that appeared from out of nowhere!! Remember the kindness of strangers!! And monies that found you in the nick of time. Hold on!!! His promises' to you -still stands In Christ Lord Jesus' Mighty Name Amen..
"The Lord is trustworthy in all he promises and faithful in all he does." Psalm 145:13
"Let us hold tightly without wavering to the hope we affirm, for God can be trusted to keep his promise." Hebrews 10:23
Anyway... I've loads of pieces I've written and I'm hoping to finally upload them; but every time I get on this blog or try to upload -it gets crazy!!! I'd especially like to complete my tiger dream as I feel its prophetic and its not just for me. Please pray and seek the Lord as to whether said dream is for you or not.
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Its 01:48am in the early hours on 15th January 2026 and I've just finished recording a private message concerning a break-in I had on Monday 12th January 2026!!! There are many moving parts to the break-in; thus, I wanted to time stamp it and make comprehensive notes of all its nuances -because even though I've had other break-ins in the past -this one hit-me-differently!!!
Like most being gang-stalked [and dealing with in-home terrorism] ---break-ins; from all my research are common. And maybe when they happened in the past -because fam was away, it was easier to process but I'm having to compartmentalize my feelings and emotions and thoughts while trying to stay calm. And yes I'm praying and pressing in.
I believe some [people] from my neighbourhood know what's going on. And I'm sure some wanted me to breakdown with this latest spiritual attack but like that song, 'there is something inside so strong' -and I thank God for His fortitude [such a beautiful word] and fortification [in the Blood of Lord Jesus] In Christ Lord Jesus Mighty Name Amen.
"Fortitude -bravery when dealing with pain or difficulty, esp. over a long period." Cambridge.org
"Fortification -strong walls, towers, etc. that are built to protect a place." Cambridge.org
You know... I don't believe those who've elected themselves as our enemies would be able to handle a minute in our shoes -certainly not without the Blood of [Lord] Jesus Amen. Anyway, just like early last year -I've had to throw away [loads of] food in a 'cost of living crisis' season!! I'm presently looking for work; thus every little bit counts and yet again, I've had to restock my food!! For those in the spirit, can you imagine what this means in terms of legalities in the spiritual realm?? I don't claim to be perfect -[no one's perfect].. -But it amazes me when those who 'fear nothing', 'respect nothing', 'value nothing' and feel they can continue to do evil forever -unabated and with no repercussions --continue to toy with children of God!!!
"The concept of law in the spiritual realm is deeply intertwined with the principles of justice, fairness, and moral righteousness. Laws are seen as divine guidelines that maintain harmony and balance in society, reflecting the universal moral code or karma.
The spiritual meaning of law emphasizes the importance of adhering to these laws not only for legal compliance but also for moral and ethical righteousness. By upholding the law, individuals demonstrate respect for the community and their commitment to the collective wellbeing, which is integral to spiritual growth.
The law serves as a symbol of protection and safety, highlighting the sacred responsibility to respect and uphold the laws that govern our existence, both in the physical world and in the spiritual realm." Copilot
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Hello All,
How are you? I pray you [and yours] had a wonderful Christmas and are looking forward to the new year!! Me and fam are good thanks. And I had a fab Christmas; way better than I anticipated. Honestly, I'd been preparing myself for an alright, no presents kind-of-fare but was floored. I'm so thankful and grateful and God is so good Amen!!! Like a lot of you, 2025 has been tough!! And I've had to press in and press in again...but I'm thankful its coming to an end. And I'm looking forward [in every sense of the word] to a brand new year Amen!!!
Anyway, have you ever HEARD or is it REHEARD [I think its a word -laughter] a song you've listened to over and over again; suddenly take on a whole new meaning? Or maybe you 'HEAR' it properly for the first time -if you know what I mean? Well......I recently did, and the song in question is the late great Bob Marley's 'Could you be loved and be loved."
And so I ask you [and myself]. Could you be loved? Could you truly, tenderly, fully and completely be loved? I'm sure most of US will be like, "d'oh of course I can be loved" and believe it. Most believe we deserve it and that's true. But how many of US allow it, especially those of US dealing with isolation or being set apart [however you perceive it] and gang-stalking?
I think if we're honest with ourselves.......most of US have been/are damaged; thus, don't really believe its possible to really experience true God given love in all its fullness here on earth. -And certainly some don't trust anyone enough to find out!! So most settle, -or did settle [in the past until settling became untenable]. And I'm guessing; we allow this inability to be truly, tenderly, fully and completely loved to ......encroach on and dictate our relationship with God -no?
So, we give Him 'some' parts of US -but try and leave the rest hidden. We make plans without Him -only to call on God when it all goes wrong!!! We seem to be....[I don't have the words] ...frustrated or even angry with His Timing!! Because we move like we believe in God's Power but operate like His Hand is short -no?
And the 'what we want from Him NOW' and 'the how we want Him to answer and operate in our lives NOW' is a strange one -no? Is it that we...... finite man think God owes US something? The Following is part of a poem called, 'The Idol of the Life We Think God Owes Us' and I think its powerfully true, certainly as it pertains to various stages of my walk with God...
Is it possible to make 'idols' out of what we believe God owes us? Yes!!! I believe and agree with the poem. And I also believe making idols out of what we believe God owes US its subtle. And then there's our struggle with patience? Or is it God's Timing??
You know.... there seems to be a silent fight -fought within most 'Christians' minds and hearts at one time or another with regards to God's Timing -no? And what of that 'constant' wanting!!! For those of US wanting this evil evil programme or whatever its called to END -that yearning and wanting feels constant -no? The inner fight seems to permeate every part of our lives. -Affecting us on levels we can barely fathom!! We know the devil is wilding and is after our faith in God -no?
Our secret struggle to believe God will do what He says He'll do!!! Means that unrelenting covert and satanic 'temporary storm' [gang-stalking] concocted by the devil to strike at God's heart -can sometimes feel like it'll never end BUT GOD AMEN!! Thus, we must go-up higher!! We need to read His word. And listen to His word Amen!!!
"So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God." Romans 10:17
That devil is out to steal our joy -no? Thus, its time to believe again. To truly and fully trust in God's faithfulness and goodness again!! Its time to believe for it again because HIS PROMISE STILL STANDS Amen!! Its not too late --its right on time!! Cause I too have had to wait. I too have wondered if its ever going to happen. I too have wondered if I got it wrong, as the years rushed by. I too have had to be bold and courageous and dared to carry on when it all went belly-up!!
And we know... most of US dealing with gang-stalking are dealing with serious trauma(s). We know its not just dealing with 'hope deferred' ---but a waiting for the other shoe to fall off at any minute -when things sort of feel less frantic and hectic!!! The feeling -when you have a minutes break -believing the, 'earth is going to be pulled from under our feet again'!!But like you -I Love God. I believe in His goodness and continue to press in and push through Amen!! And by His grace I believe He will do it again for me [and mine] and for you [and for yours] In Christ Lord Jesus' Mighty Name Amen!! Thus, He doesn't owe US anything but He does it anyway!!!
"For the vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the end it shall speak and not lie. Though it tarry, wait for it, because it will surely come; it will not tarry." Habakkuk 2:3
Anyway, I'll leave it here. I do have a 'tiger dream to share' and I'll share it soon -only as I mentioned previously, all hell breaks lose every time I jump on here BUT GOD AMEN!!! My dear, God continue to Bless your 2026 and make it beautiful Amen. God give you all your hearts desires and fulfil every promise made to you in this hour Amen!!! God make all your suddenly(s) -beautiful. The "Spirit of the LORD" raise 'up a standard against' your enemies and the stronghold of gang-stalking/in-home terrorism/sleeper cells and give you victory and peace In Christ Lord Jesus' Mighty Name Amen. x
35 Important Bible Verses About Not Making Idols (Explained) - Bible Repository
To read the full, 'The Idol of the Life We Think God Owes Us' poem do visit: The Idol of the Life We Think God Owes Us - Eternal Perspective Ministries
What does it mean that God “began a good work in you” (Philippians 1:6)? | GotQuestions.org
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